I Went Out In Real Public Today

As in not, the grocery store. 

It is no secret that I have hunkered down and isolated myself for the last month 2 days and 10 hours after my 49 year old husband of 15 years unexpectedly died.

But tonight, I went somewhere where I might see people I know, and I did.

I went 2 hours early because I knew I'd freak out, leave, and come back.  Which I did. Twice.  

But, I came back and stayed.  It was a book signing of a friend. 

Yay, me.